Too many pills…
Well, after months and months of X Rays, MRI’s, and plenty of bloodwork I still don’t have any answers. In 2007 I was involved in 2 car accidents and nasty fall; whiplash on top of whiplash on top of whiplash as well as all the displaced vertabrate and pinched nerves that comes with it.
In the course of a MRI to check if there were any herniated discs they found something else. A small section of demaylanation. This has lead to test after test trying to find out which disease I have specificly. As my neurologist says “We have the answer, now we need the question.”
Now to combat all the pain, nerve damage, and at times unbearable stress I am on more meds than I ever thought I would be. And with it I feel my mind going. At times I’m completely happy and optimistic, and others it is a dark burden that seems to totally envelop me. Suddeen attacks of panic and sweat, nauseating muscle spasms, and at the inability to hold my son. That is the worst of it all. The loss of time with my baby boy haunts my evenings.
